I'm on the verge of ordering lingerie through the internet. All I need to work out is the money, where I should have it delivered so that nobody knows about it, and exactly which items I should choose.
I've settled on this teddy, which is white, and buttons up in front. Very sexy. It has garters, to which I will attach white fishnet stockings. I will also order a bra, little white panties, a garter belt, and black fishnet stockings. That's where my problem is: which outfit sould I get? One is items which all match, with which I have to order my little white panties. The other is a hodgepodge of items, which I'm not sure will match, but which are all good on their own. I think I want the matching set, even though it will be hard to hide, and more expensive, and a bit flashy, to the point where it's even a bit tacky. But the teddy and fishnets are a certainty. I want that ASAP. It's all just a few keystrokes away. . .
Sometimes I worry that I'm going too far with this. I will be spending over one hundred dollars on things to masturbate with. It's rather outrageous of me, but hey, what can I say? I live in a world of fantasy because I can't work up any interest in casual sex. All I want is to fantasize about wearing their clothes. Or rather, all I want is to wear their clothes, and fantasize about them. Ooh, that teddy makes me sweat. . . And I'll probably own it before Christmas. I'll probably never stop wearing it. . .