To be tricked...
There's something to be said about the idea of being tricked into wearing something feminine, and immediately becoming ultra-obsessed with becoming a super-sexy ultra-feminine girl.
I want to beg for a scrap of feminine attire. I want it so bad. I want it to transform me. I want to utterly forsake my manhood, and become all soft and curvy.
I slip into the bathing suit, feminine as it is. She giggles. By the time I've strapped myself into it, I know that something's gone horribly wrong. It feels like nothing I've ever worn before. It's soft, and tight all over my crotch and hips and especially my waist. It's incredibly high-cut, compared to anything I've ever worn. It's snug around my chest, and the straps on my shoulders keep me snugly inside it. It clings to my body. Much to my surprise, it actually feels feminine. I am picturing her in this very swimsuit, and getting very excited. I am extraordinarily aroused. It suddenly occurs to me that what I'm doing is incredibly gay. As if on cue, she comes to me, and presses her gorgeous panty-clad body against me. She slaps my ass.
Some inhumanly powerful urge comes over me. I want to rub my penis all over her. But at the same time, I don't want it there at all. I want her to fondle my nipples. I giggle like she did earlier. I'm rubbing my crotch over the bathing suit, and squirming around like she does when I finger her. I want to wear her lingerie. I want to wear her fuck-me boots. I am ecstatic with feminine pleasure.
She asks me if I want to be a girl, and to my shock and horror, I answer affirmatively. And I mean it. My shock is mainly from the surprising realization that I love the idea. In a split second, I fantasize about wearing bikinis, panties, bras, stockings, nightgowns, mini-skirts, and all sorts of glorious shoes, all of which aren't nearly feminine enough. She lets me try on some stockings, even though they clearly don't match my swimwear. She offers me a corset and a thong, and I take them reluctantly, unwilling to remove this glorious bathing suit. But I give in, suspecting that this new outfit will be even sexier.
By the end of the night, I've impulsively thrown all of my masculine attire in a garbage bag, and ostentatiously walked it out to the curb, in full view of my neighbours. I have promised her that from this moment forward, I will wear nothing but the skankiest clothes imaginable, and strive to become as feminine as possible. She has me ritually forsake my penis, and all manhood, forever. I moan the words emphatically. I fall asleep in a silk nightgown, and dream of sucking cock.
When I wake up, I regret what I've done. I feel ridiculous in my feminine outfit. I have nothing to change into. I lament how incredibly gay I've been, and suddenly become aware again of how much I loved it. Soon I find myself trying on boots again.