"I like to crossdress every now and then. I especially love swimsuits. I'm certainly not gay or anything. I just like the way it feels on my body."
"I crossdress because I like the feel of nylon, satin etc."
"Bras don't do much for me. I am a leg man."
"It's not that I want to emulate women; I am me, a guy who happens to like wearing certain female garments."
Now, just think about that for a moment.
What goes through your mind when you wear panties? Does it make you feel manly? How gay is that? Think about it: you've worn women's underwear, and you liked it.
The fact is, it makes you want to be a girl. Trust me, you're this close to sucking cock.
I was like you once, but things got a little out of hand one time, and I ended up experiencing things that I never even knew I longed for. I bet you're one of those closet queenies who sneaks around his wife's back, wearing her underwear when she's not around. You might even be lucky enough to have a woman who understands your needs (partly, at least) and lets you indulge now and then with her. But deep down, and you don't even know it, it never goes far enough. When you're prancing around in a garter belt and stockings, even though you think you're just being a guy who likes to wear girlie things, you're really striving to become a woman.
But don't worry, you'll get it someday. I for one didn't realize it until I tasted penis for the first time.
I was on a business trip in Vegas. I was horny. I couldn't stop thinking about wearing something girlish. Up until then, I was just like you: I'd wear my wife's stuff sometimes, when she wasn't around. I focused on the panties, cuz that's where the fun parts are. I had tried on her bras once in a while, but it just wasn't as big a deal. Anyway, I was bored and lonely and horny, so I looked through the yellow pages. Sure enough, there are plenty of escort services, which are perfectly legal, which cater to any need imaginable. I noticed a few that offered feminizations, and I bit. I'd never crossdressed in front of anyone else before, and this excited me. I was in Vegas, and I got caught up in the spirit of the place.
She came over with a little suitcase. She was incredibly sexy and hot. This kind of woman usually intimidates the hell out of me. We went over the rules: what she does, my safety word for when I want to stop it from going any further. She was clearly a pro, given the way she opened my eyes about my secret habit.
That first night, she asked me how long I was staying, and what I was in the mood for. She was feeling me out, asking me questions, acting coy, acting bossy, acting playful. She eventually settled on an abusive playfulness.
I was extremely shy. She wasn't getting much out of me. I was trying to cop a feel, but I was afraid of her. So she got fed up, and called me a faggot. I told her, I'm not gay, I just like wearing girlie stuff now and then. What the fuck?
And she told me what I told you: think about what you're doing. You want to dress like a girl, and not just a girl, but a skank. You want to be a hottie like me. She undid her blouse and showed me her sexy lingerie. She moved very seductively towards me and asked me if it wasn't true that I wanted to wear her underwear.
Of course, I said yes.
"You like the way it feels on you? It makes you feel sexy?"
"Yes", I answered.
"Well," she said, putting her hand on my knee, "that's because you want to be just like me."
"Yes!" I exclaimed, surprised at myself. She was getting me hot.
She instructed me to take my clothes off, all of them, and pick out some undies from her suitcase. She had all kinds of goodies in there. I was nervous and shy, but I figured I was paying for it, so I might as well go through with it. I told her I was hankering for a bathing suit, but she didn't have any swimwear.
She played with me a bit after I put the panties on. I was getting a huge kick out of her seeing me. Then she called me a homo. I protested, but she pointed out that I had just voluntarily put on some of her panties, and that it was giving me a serious boner. This made me even hotter. But why?
She told me that it was ok with her that I was being gay. "Just look at the fun you can have when you're being girlish," she said. And she was right! I was having a ball in spite of her. "You'll be sucking cock and take it in the ass before you go home," she said. But I didn't care.
I was prancing around and rubbing my cock. I wanted to masturbate. But I couldn't ignore her. She was incredibly hot. She was taking off her clothes, too, and showed me the garter belt and stockings she was hiding under her skirt. "Wouldn't you love to have some of these?"
And with that, I put on a garter belt and stockings. This wasn't new for me. It was one of my favourites. This was as far as I wanted to go. In fact, I'd planned to only wear panties with anyone, but she made a good argument for more.
"Look at you!" She said. "Are you feeling feminine enough now?"
I said yes. I wanted to come.
"Nonsense!" She admonished. "How can you be a proper girl if you're not wearing a bra?"
As I told you, I didn't normally wear bras. They don't really do much for me. I shyly declined. "Are you sure," she asked. I told her I was.
"Well," she said, "that's a shame." She slunk over to me, in her underwear. "You feeling all girly and all, yet you're not even close to being like me. Look at my bra. Don't you like it?"
I told her I did, I liked it very much.
"Then why are you afraid of it?"
I told her I wasn't afraid, I just didn't like wearing bras.
"But look how sexy it is," she said, fondling her breasts.
"OK," I said, relenting. I was feeling kinky about, like I never had before. "I'll wear it."
"Don't do it for me," she said.
"No, I want it."
"You want what?"
"I want a bra."
"Is it because you want to feel sexy and feminine?"
"Because I like it."
"You like being feminine?"
"Is it because you're gay?"
I could feel my face flush with anger and embarrassment. "Why do you say that?" I asked.
"Are you serious?"
"You're seriously asking me why I'm calling you a fag, while you prance around in front of me begging me for a bra to wear?"
I was terribly ashamed. I wanted to take off my panties and garter belt and stockings, and kick her out of my room. But when I felt the panty waist on my fingers, I couldn't. I was wearing women's lingerie! She was right, it was incredibly gay of me. My crotch gushed with pleasure. I wanted more.
"So do you still want the bra?" she asked.
"OK," she said, "but I won't give it to you unless you admit that you're a flaming faggot who desperately wants to be a girl."
"Fine," I said. "I'm a flaming faggot." I was blushing as I said this. "I'm a flaming faggot, and I desperately want to be a girl."
"And? Why do you want to wear a bra?"
"Because I want to be a girl. And I'm a faggot."
She gave me a bra to match the rest of my outfit, and I was ecstatic. I was rubbing myself frantically.
"You don't want to be gay, do you?" She asked.
"No," I whimpered.
"But you want to be feminine, right?"
"You know, the more girlie stuff you wear, the more feminine you get?"
"Oh God! I hope so!"
"With you wearing that bra, you're much more feminine than you were before."
She flatters me!
"It's going to get worse and worse you know."
The idea appeals to me. Enormously.
"And the more feminine you become, the more you'll want to sleep with boys."
I suddenly felt ultra-feminine. Just what I wanted! I was picturing her fucking and sucking. I was staring at her crotch. I wanted one just like it. She swung it around a bit in front of me, and said,
"Look at my pussy. You want one just like it, and you want to do things with it that only girls do."
"Look at my pussy. You want one just like it, and you want to do things with it that only girls do."
Before she left, she had me in a patent leather minidress, fuck-me boots, and makeup. I was totally effeminated, and she kept telling me so. I came five times. I had never gone so far. She left me a silky nighty and a fresh pair of lacy panties, and told me I could sleep in them.
The next morning, I woke up in them feeling randy. I loved the way the skirt of the nightie brushed so lightly and softly against my thighs. I felt utterly feminine, again. I thought about what she said: that the more I wore, the worse it would get. I wanted it to get worse! I now fantasized about wearing nothing but girl clothes forever! I wore my panties under my suit all day. It was fun, but it wasn't enough! I wanted to have a bra to match it, and maybe have it just a little bit visible. Just for kicks.
That night, she knocked on my door again, unexpectedly. I suppose she wanted her clothes back. She confirmed this, and I was crestfallen. I asked her if she was busy, and she started to indicate that she should be with another client. I paid her twice as much for her company, and she gladly accepted it.
She was proud of me for wearing panties all day under my clothes. But, she said, she suspected I wanted to go further. I sheepishly agreed. So we went shopping. "You wanted a bathing suit, right?" She asked.
We browsed around together for a while, and we settled on a light blue bikini with little red flower print. She forced me to tell the cashier that it was for me. I was so embarrassed, but thrilled. I was telling other people about my secret! Then she had me go to another store and buy a fantastic one-piece suit in bright orange with a zipper in the front. Again, I had to proclaim that I would be wearing it. So I did, in great anticipation.
We went back to my room, and she had me put on the one-piece. It was even better than I had imagined. I'd worn bathing suits before, but this was incredible. Somehow, she made me feel even more feminine. I suppose because I could look at her and imagine myself like her. Then I put on the bikini and pranced around some more.
"Aren't you the little prancing gaylord!" she said.
"Yes I am!" I admitted. "I love feeling feminine! This is incredibly gay of me! I've worn girl stuff all day long, and I want more! I love how gay this is! I wish I had a pussy!"
"And what would you do with it?" she asked.
"I would fuck boys with it, I whispered, blushing like a schoolgirl."
With that, she led me into the bathroom, where we applied depilatory cream all over my body. Oh my god, I thought, this is going much too far! How will I explain this? But it was too late. I wanted it.
I slept in the one piece, and wore the bikini all day under my clothes. It was easily visible under my shirt, especially the tie around my back and the back of my neck. It made me feel so sassy! But I longed for some stockings on my bare legs. At least I had a bra on!
So that evening, I paid her again, and we went shopping for club wear. I had my very own outfit now, including gorgeous fuck-me boots, a very short miniskirt, and a sexy blousy top. I also bought plenty of panties and bras for myself, since I decided I would never wear men's clothes again. And of course, stockings and a garter belt.
We went back to my room to put them all on, and head out. I wanted everyone in the world to see me as the girl that I am! She took me to a gay nightclub. At first, I resisted, but she convinced me that it would be safer from punks who don't understand trying to kick the shit out of me.
I enjoyed the attention I was getting. A guy struck up a conversation with me, and we talked quite a bit. I had never hung out with gay people before, and I realized then that they're quite nice. Besides, there I was dressed like a slut. He invited me to his room to hang out a bit, and I accepted, naively.
Once in his room, he put the moves on me. At first, I was shocked, and a little bit disgusted. But he kept fingering the tops of my stockings. I felt so fantastically feminine. I could just picture my cunt forming in my clothes. It made me horny to think that I was wearing such slutty girlie clothes, and flirting with a guy! I did not resist when he kissed me.
To make a long story short, she was right. Before I knew it, I had his dick in my hand. It didn't even occur to me what I was doing. I wanted so badly to taste it. I was picturing her as I put my mouth on it. When he came in my mouth and all over my face, I thought to myself, how gay is that? I had gone so far that it didn't even phase me to have his hard penis pump into my ass, like the girly faggot that I am.
I now fantasize about cock all the time. My wife left me, and I wear nothing but girls' clothes. I have become transsexual, and I can't wait for my operation.
That, my friend, is what is really going on in your head.